Showing posts with label Angel of Music. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Angel of Music. Show all posts

Sunday, November 15, 2015

Picture Saturday || Once again on Sunday.

Basically I need to start writing my blog posts on Friday so that I can publish them on Saturday, because for the foreseeable future I have plans on the weekend. WHAT IS THIS NONSENSE?

Next week I'm going to post on Saturday if it friggen kills me.

But this week we had a friend come up over the weekend to watch Daredevil, because she hadn't seen it yet... (Rawr, Matt, rawr.)



Tristan and gang and I had a falling out. Basically they came up with an idea for Max's character, and I said, "No!" very violently, and they keep insisting that it would break people's hearts if Max did the Thing. But I refuse to let Max do the Thing, so now they are not speaking to me, nor I them, and therefore I have not drawn them.

I will not draw them until they behave.

(I will beat some sense into Max, because no, Max will not do the thing. I will not let him.)


So yeah, no Tristan and gang this week, which is sad, because I love them, even when they're being naughty.

Instead, we have musicals and stuff.

1.) I have tried to stifle POTO pictures, because I love you guys. One can only stifle a thing for so long. I'm going to color this in, because it could be awesome colored.



2.) Here, have this really freaking ugly thing. Suffice to say, I hate this picture and I'm going to work on black and blue hair because hers kind of sucks. (Also, the blue eye shadow is a bit much.)



3.) So I got stuck at Home Base for a while one day... and I didn't have anything to do, so I stole some of my sister's school paper and her pencil and did what I do best.



4.) Yeah, I was really bored. *Crosses eyes at you.*



5.) I love drawing love, it's fun and... yeah. I'm a sap, deal with it. (Argh, I need to color this one too!)



6.) Because when Lily sings this to Archie, it gives me major feelz.




7.) Sometimes my doodles scare me with the bad proportions and scary eyes. (BUT I SORT OF PROMISED YOU GUYS I WOULD POST MY DUDS, SO THIS IS ME TRYING TO BE BRAVE AND POST DUDS.)



8.) Watching Daredevil sparked quick fanart because basically MATT IS EVERYTHING. (I need to go through and clean them up and color them in, but whatever, I'll post them next week.)



9.) Everything.


10.) Not even sorry.



I have lots to do this next month, and sometimes I get overwhelmed and want to curl up into a blanket burrito and do nothing but draw.

Instead I listen to musicals.

Like Finding Neverland-- Urgle. The amount of sad that musical has is ridiculous, but it's so good. Totally recommend that, it's getting to be one of my favorites. (Of like.. the millions that I have.) But I want to fanart for that.



ALSO A Gentleman's Guide to Love and Murder, which hysterical and reminds me of Gilbert and Sullivan. (And everyone's voice is amazing, and they're not pitchy...) So...I want to fanart for that too.



(Because I've Decided to Marry You is one of the funniest songs I've ever heard.)

It starts about 1:07
 

Yep, okay, that's me done. What's up with you guys?

Favorite colored?
Black and white?
Do you love Matt Murdock?
What art would you like to see more of?? 








Saturday, November 7, 2015

Picture Saturday-- Actual Randomness

This week has a lot of different kinds of pictures, which is odd for me. Usually I post a ton of very similar things, and it's weird when I have a variety.

I've been watching the voice, and there are a few girls on it that have cool dyed hair, and I've come to the absurd realization that if I was a less conservative person- or less socially awkward and inhibited, I'd be very tempted to experiment, and try different colors in my hair. Like.... I don't know what it is, I THINK IT'S PRETTY.

source

Anyway.

What's going on with you guys?

I'm listening to the Secret Garden musical, and coming up with scenes to draw. Mwuahaha, maybe next week we'll be seeing some Mary Lennoxes and Lily Cravens....

Seriously, happiness is spending your evening drawing and listening to all the musicals on your computer. Just sayin'.

1.) Speaking of musicals! Look, I drew Cosette!



2.) The aforementioned hair coloring comment had a point, by the way, it wasn't just an, "Oh by the way, I like blue hair..." it was leading up to this.



3.) Also this one. Kat says she looks like a hacker.



4.) I finished the Tristan character sketch.... Unfortunately I like his clothes better colored, but I wish his face looked like it did when it was black and white.



I love his beeeelt. And his shirt. But his belt is awesome, and he carries a glock .45, and a dagger-like knife that he inherited from his dad. (His dead dad. Oh yeah, Tristan is an orphan.)

5.) I think I fixed the one that got ruined last time. Not gonna lie, the colors please me.



6.) By the way, I discovered today that Kate bakes when she's stressed, and Max likes to steal them. (He thinks he's entitled to them because he's pretty.) This bugs Kate.



7.) Boys + babies makes the attractive scale sky-rocket.


 8.) I'm experimenting with card drawing. I'm not too skilled at card drawing.



 9.) Keeping your chin up means it's exposed, and in danger of being punched. My advice: Keep that sucker tucked and protect it with your shoulder. Aw yiss.



10.) I TRIED NOT TO, BUT IT LEAKS OUT, I'M SORRY.



Just as an FYI, it's exhausting to socialize with people until ten, and then drive like two and a half hours back to a friend's house to sleep, because you're too freaking tired to drive another half hour home.

I'm so tired that on a scale of 1 to even-- I can't.

Hehe, see what I did there.....

Right okay, suckers. Time to answer questions.

Favorite colored?
Favorite black and white?
Do you like my funny colored hair?
Do you agree with my boys + babies opinion?
Are these questions getting longer or is that just me? 
Look, a pyramid!


Alright, ladies, I'm out of here.




Wednesday, November 4, 2015

In Defense of Raoul || Part one || AVM Blog Party

I'm linking up with The Very Musical Blog Party.

(You can find the rules here.)

And this one is technically Day Three's challenge: Chose a Character to Defend/Discuss.


I'm going to defend Raoul, and discuss the Phantom, because I break rules.

And here I go!



People are always saying that Raoul was boring and wimpy and controlling. They say that the            
Phantom was just misunderstood and sad, and Christine should have chosen him over Raoul.            


WRONG! Raoul was cool!



Let's take a look at it, shall we?

Phantom VS. Raoul*

*Using the musical as reference, and not the movie. And excluding Love Never Dies, because Love Never Dies is not canon, and it sucked. (Also, I don't refer to the Phantom as Erik, because in the musical, we never find out his name, mkay?)

The Phantom and Raoul are polar opposites.

The Phantom was controlling, manipulative, and guys... he murdered people. Lots of people! #warningsign

Raoul, by contrast, was steady and encouraging, and just all 'round, nicer.


Christine is in her early twenties in the musical. Raoul can't be that much older than her, because they were best friends as kids. The Phantom is like thirty-five.Warning bells right there, ladies and gentlemen..

Okay, so Christine's dad told her that when died, he would send the Angel of Music to her.  He passed away when Christine was about ten years old, and Madame Giry took her in at the Opera House. This is when the Phantom first encountered her, and became obsessed with her voice.



By creepily lurking in her walls, he found out about about this "angel of music", and thought "Aha! Idea!" and decided to become Christine's angel. Talk about about sneaking up on someone when they're vulnerable! She was so young, and she'd just lost her father, and he used her emotional state to his advantage. (I don't think he meant to, it just happened. BUT STILL.)

Sure, he taught her to sing, but he did it from the inside of a wall, and she never even saw him until after she sang Think of Me, and he takes her  to his underground lair. (By the way, the entrance to his underground lair is behind the mirror in her dressing room. Uh oh! Stranger danger, stranger danger!)



It never really says in the musical how long the Phantom and Christine knew each other, I'm guessing it was a while, since he got her to trust him. He hid in the opera house, he was the Opera Ghost. He spied on her, he basically brainwashed her into believing that he was the angel of music that her father had promised to send her when he got to heaven. That sounds like the healthy foundation on which good relationships are formed! Not.

There you go. That is the Phantom and Christine's backstory.


Raoul and Christine were childhood friends, they met before her father died, and from the lyrics of Little Lotte, they were really close. He obviously knew her well enough, that he was able to use the nickname Little Lotte.  He apparently liked her way back then too, because he ran into the cold, cold water to rescue the scarf that her dad got her. (Rawr, Mr. Vicomte sir, such bravery.)


Adorable!



When they were reunited after Christine's fist solo performance, it's plain to see that the spark that was between them when they were kids was still there. They reminisce about having picnics in the attic, and telling each other stories, and he makes her happy.

Then Raoul wants to take her for dinner, and the only reason Christine says no is because she is afraid that the "Angel of Music" would get angry.

And that is their backstory. It seems a lot healthier, doesn't it? Doesn't it!? (Everybody say it with me now: YEAAAAH.)


Right, so let's compare and contrast the Phantom and Raoul. (Mwuahaha, I love doing that.)


The Phantom is creepy! Besides the fact that he totally stalks Christine, he's just overall kind of insane. He's sympathetically insane but he's still soooooo bonkers. I mean like worthy-to-be-locked-up-in-an-asylum-for-years bonkers.

I'm sure he did love Christine. I won't argue that. But the kind of love he had for her seemed to be more the kind you'd have for property. He acted like he owned her, and he wanted her to serve him. (Probably because he never learned or understood what love was... which is really depressing, when you think about it....) But still, the way he talks to Christine is alarming.


You have come here, for one purpose, and one alone:
Since the moment I first heard you sing, 
I have needed you with me. 
To serve me, 
to sing, for my music.... 
                        (Music of the Night)



He scared her. The first clue to this was when Raoul wants to take her out for dinner.

Raoul: And now, we go to supper.
Christine: No, Raoul, the Angel of Music is very strict.
Raoul:  Well I shan't keep you up late! You must change, 
and I must get my hat. Two minutes-- Little Lotte.
And after he leaves to get his hat, she says to herself: Things have changed, Raoul.

It's not that she didn't want to go to dinner with him, it's that she was afraid to make this so called "Angel of Music" have a spazz attack.



It's only after the Phantom feels threatened by Raoul that he shows himself to Christine. He pretty much pulls her down into his lair, and you can tell that she's a bit nervous to go down alone with him. She's kind of pulling back the whole journey, but he's like "No no no, come! I have candy! And music!"

Sing once again with me, our strange duet.
My power over you, grows stronger yet. 
And though you turn from me to glance behind. 
The Phantom of the Opera is there, inside your mind.
                                           (Title Song.)
 
Mmm. "my power over you grows stronger yet," and "the Phantom of the Opera is there inside your mind," seem like maybe she's not going into his lair with her full faculties about her. Hypnotism!



And then he's like "Oh rad, I have the best idea. I'll show her the life sized doll I made to look just like her. She'll love that. And oh yeah, I'll put the doll in a wedding dress, that will really make Christine's night."

He had the doll in a wedding dress. Guys. GUYS. Weird, guys!



Okay so then after she faints, she wakes up, still in his lair, and she's confused and hazy on the details of how she got down there, because whenever she and the Phantom are alone, he kind of puts her in a trance. All she remembers is that there was a boat, and a man, and the man was wearing a mask.


She sees the Phantom across the room, and in a moment of curiosity, takes off his mask.

*cue thunder and screaming and earthquakes* (not really, but close)

He flips out on her, and curses her to hell, because she saw his face and that's not okay with him.

You little prying pandora!
You little demon! Is this what you wanted to see?
Curse you! You little lying Delilah! You little viper!
Now you cannot ever be free!
                                                       (I Remember There Was Mist/Stranger Than You Dreamt it)

Then he gets really quiet and starts singing to her about what it's like to be him.

Fear can turn to love, you'll learn to see, 
to find the man behind the monster.

It is so sad how messed up he is.  


The Phantom calms down when she hands him back his mask and returns Christine to the theater.... like he switches from Evil!Phantom to Calm!Phantom, like some sort of undrugged Jekyll and Hyde.


Meanwhile, Raoul can't find Christine, and he's worried that something happened to her, because she ditched him and clean forgot about their dinner date, and he heard a man's voice in her dressing room. On top of that he gets this weird note from someone he doesn't know.

Do not fear for Miss Daae, 
the Angel of Music has her under his wing.
Make no attempt to see her again. 
                                                                                               (Notes)

Needless to say he's not happy about that. And then Madame Giry brings another message from Opera Ghost, which is addressed to pretty much everyone in charge.

Christine Daae has returned to you, and I am anxious her career should progress. 
In the new production of "Il Muto," you will therefore cast Carlotta as the pageboy. 
And put Miss Daae in the role of Countess.
                                                                                                      (Notes.)

Raoul think this note is arrogant and frightening since this so-called Opera Ghost is ordering Christine to sing the lead, and he's threatening disastrous consequences if she doesn't.

Raoul was new at the Opera House, so I don't think he realized how serious the Phantom was, he just thought he was a crazy person, who had a fixation on Christine. So to keep Christine out of harm's way, and to stand up to  this Opera Ghost, he decides to keep Christine in the chorus.

Christine spoke of an Angel.
Is this her Angel of Music? Angel or madman?
Orders, warnings, lunatic demands!
Surely, for her sake, I must see these demands are rejected.
                                                       (Prima Donna)
 

Everything Raoul does is to protect Christine.



The managers of the Opera Populaire decide to leave Carlotta as the lead, making the Phantom do nasty things: Carlotta's voice going all wonky, and Buquet getting hung. (The Phantom literally killed Buquet because he had been talking about his face. He's like, "No, my face, you can't talk about it. Keep it secret... keep it safe.)

After Buquet's body falls onto the stage, the first thing Raoul does is find Christine to get her safe.

Raoul: Christine, come with me--
Christine: No, to the roof! We'll be safe there.
                                                                (Poor Fool, He Makes Me Laugh)

Christine's terrified, and takes Raoul to the roof because that's as far away from the basement-- AKA the Phantom's lair-- as she can get.

And right there on the roof Christine has a meltdown.

"Don't take me back there, he'll kill me!
His eyes will find me there, those eyes that burn...
And if he has to kill a thousand men,
The Phantom of the Opera will kill and kill again!
Who is this man? Who hunts to kill?
I can't escape from him, I never will...
                                (Why Have You Brought Me Here)


Honestly, he probably thought she was a little crazy, I mean, she's going off about the Phantom of the Opera being inside her mind....

And in this labyrinth, where night is blind, 
the Phantom of the Opera is there, inside my mind!
                                              (Why Have You Brought Me Here.)

Raoul calms her down, he's very gentle, he's very kind.


And then he hears the Phantom whisper Christine's name too, and I think that's when he realizes that the Phantom of Opera is real. I don't think he believed that he was a ghost, but he realized that the someone terrorizing the opera house was very real.

But at that moment, he doesn't really care, because Christine is crying, and he wants to make her feel safe.

Every single thing that Raoul says is the opposite of what the phantom says. Okay, so for example, "Music of the Night" is the Phantom's love song, and "All I Ask of You" is Raoul's, right? So think about the difference in what they say to Christine. (I won't do the whole songs, just bits and pieces.)

Music of the Night                                                                    All I Ask of You

Nighttime sharpens, heightens each sensation                                       No more talk of darkness
Darkness stirs, and wakes imagination                                               Forget these wide eyed fears

Turn your face away from the garish light of day                                    Let me be your shelter,  
Turn your thoughts away from cold,                                                                 Let me be you light
     unfeeling light.                                                                                  You're safe, no one will find you

Let your soul take you where you want to be                                         Let me be your freedom
Only then, can you belong to me.                                                        Let daylight dry your tears
                                                                                                          I'm here, with you, beside you
                                                                                                          To guard you, and to guide you.

It doesn't seem weird to anyone else that the Phantom always says things like, 'You belong to me," and "serve me"?

Whenever Christine talks about the Phantom, there's always a part of the song where she says that he scares her, or she's afraid.

Every. Time.

When Christine accepts Raoul's proposal, she's not holding back, she's not even a little bit afraid, she's excited and happy, and you can tell how much she wants to get away from the darkness that is in the Phantom.

All I want is freedom, 
a world with no more night.
And you, always beside me
to hold me, and to hide me.
                         (All I Ask of You.)  

 

Guess who was creepin' on them the whole time they were having a moment? *cue thunder and screaming and earthquakes* Oh yeah, it was the Phantom. I'm not going to say it wasn't sad that he found out that way that she didn't love him. I mean, the way he says I gave you my music, is like he gave her everything and she betrayed him.


She's the one person he opened up to and she basically went "NOPE!" That is so sad. And that, ladies and gentlemen is what makes him human, and relatable, but it's also the turning point for him. I'm pretty sure that denial and betrayal was what sent him into a tail spin.

I gave you my music, made your song take wing....
And now, how you've repaid me: denied me and betrayed me!
He was bound to love you, when he heard you sing...
Christine.... Christine.... 
                        (All I Ask of You Reprise)

That's sad. I mean, that is really sad. But then again, the Phantom doesn't love Christine so much as he loves her voice. "He was bound to love you when he heard you sing." Yeah, her voice is lovely, but Raoul loves her for more than that, whereas the Phantom loves her voice and her music. Christine is more than just vocal chords, mkay?
Our poor abandoned Phantom promptly throws caution to the wind, and goes on a full-on Rage Rampage. 

You will curse the day you did not do
ALL THAT THE PHANTOM ASKED OF YOU!
                                            (All I Ask of You Reprise)
 
He literally throws a tantrum and destroys the giant chandelier that lights up the stage of the opera house. He's a freaking child!



*Thunder and screaming and earthquakes*


INTERMISSION!
*Phantom overture plays*


And that's where I'm going to break, because it seems like a good place to break.
I'll post the second part tonight or tomorrow.

What did you think so far?
Am I winning you over?

Cheers!