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Sunday, February 19, 2017

Picture Sunday-- Feb {1}

Wherein Treskie is hands-down, the worst blogger.

I can't even remember for sure the last time I posted, I'm really sorry!


It's been a crazy sort of couple of months, and as soon as I can, I'll get back into a proper posting schedule, but until then, I'm going to ask you guys to bear with me, and don't leeeeave!

So! What's going on with me?

*Valentine's Week was crazy busy. Valentine's Day was super long, but ended with a really nice phone call.
*We went shooting today.
*I am in a perpetual state of exhaustion
*My sister is due at the beginning of April and I'm going to be the Godmother. BOOYAH.


And that's the primary information on my life right now. *bows*


One of these days I will magically have time and motivation to blog a lot again. 

But today is not this day. THIS DAY I--- am going to bed early. 

Treskie has a tired. 

YOU GUYS WANT TO SEE SOME ART? 

Too bad, you're going to see some anyway. *le grin*


1.) Once upon a time, the end. 



2.) Sometimes I use blue ballpoint pen and it turns out about as bad as you'd expect. 



3.) And other times, it's actually okay! *Happy Treskie noises*



4.) We listened to Phantom the other night, so... sad Phantom sketch, because... Sad Phantom is sad. 



5.) I SAW THE CUTEST FIRST DANCE ON YOUTUBE! And I had to draw a dance after that.



6.) So, remember the snowball fight from last week? I finished it and it ended kinda super cute. 









*Is awkward* I'm not sure about it, I think I did okay... I need to work on freaking comic-type things now. 


Anyway, ladies, gents, and robots, 

I shall love you and leave you for Les Miserables and bed. 

Question Time!
Favorite overall?
Best black and white?
Favorite on toned paper?
How was your Valentine's Day? 

I love you all!
Treskie out.



Thursday, November 5, 2015

In Defense of Raoul || AVM Blog Party || Part Two

Part one here

Six months later.

The Phantom hasn't shown his masked face since the incident where he dropped the chandelier on the audience. The managers of the opera house are so happy that he's gone, they've let down their guard and are having a party. A masquerade, to be precise. (Which... is pretty gutsy considering they were bothered by a man who wore a freaking mask all the time...)

Masquerade! Paper faces on parade!
Masquerade! Hide your face so the world
will never find you. 
                                 (Masquerade.)


Lalala everyone's happy, singing, dancing... even Christine is enjoying herself, she and Raoul are engaged, and life is looking good---- except for the tiny detail that she doesn't want anyone to know they're going to get married because she's afraid of what the Phantom will do.

 Raoul: But why is it secret, what have we to hide?
Christine: Please let's not fight, wait 'til the time is right.
Roul: Christine, you're free, when will that be? It's an engagement,
 not a crime. Christine, what are you afraid of?  
                                                   (Masquerade) 

I know that's something that bothers people about Raoul, because he should have been more considerate of Christine's feelings there. But look at it from his point of view. It's been six months. They've been secretly engaged for six months (which was not appropriate in society during that time), and the Phantom hasn't shown up once. Raoul thinks he's gone, everyone but Christine thinks he's gone. And sure, he's asking her to actually wear her engagement ring on her finger, rather than on a chain around her neck, but he's not forcing the issue.

He does not make her wear it. He's just befuddled that she isn't.




About halfway through the merrymaking, guess who decides to crash the party. *cue thunder and screaming and earthquakes*

The reason for the Phantom's six month absence is because he holed up and wrote a creepy musical featuring Christine as the leading lady. Said musical is now finished and he makes it clear that they'd better perform it, or he'll do something even worse than destroying the chandelier.

I'd advice you to comply, my instructions should be clear. 
Remember, there are worse things than a shattered chandelier. 
                                                  (Why So Silent) 

He turns his attention to Christine, and rips her engagement ring off the chain around her neck.



"Your chains are still mine. You will sing for me."
                                                   (Why So Silent)


And then he disappears in a poof of smoke because that's just what he does.




And since the owners of the Opera Populare are afraid of what will happen to them if they don't put on this production, they agree.

Firmin: This is lunacy! Well, you know my views.
Andre: Utter Lunacy!
Firmin: But we daren't refuse......
Andre: Not another chandelier..... 
                                 (Notes Reprise) 

During the preparations for the new opera, Carlotta accuses Christine of being behind everything, and everyone jumps on Christine's case. Raoul is the only one who sticks up for her.

Carlotta: She's the one behind this! Christine Daae!
Andre: You have a duty!
Christine: I cannot sing it, duty or not.
Raoul: Christine, you don't have to. They can't make you. 
                                                  (Notes Reprise)

The only reason Raoul asks her to agree to be the lead is because he realizes that if Christine does that, the Phantom will be there. And he knows it's their chance to get rid of this elusive Opera Ghost.

And the only reason Christine doesn't want to is because she is afraid of what the Phantom will do. This is getting to be a pattern, see?


Raoul, it scares me, don't put me through this ordeal by fire!
He'll take me, I know. We'll be parted forever, he won't let me go. 
What I once used to dream, I now dread. 
If he finds me, it won't ever end, 
and he'll always be there, singing songs in my head. 
                                            (Twisted Every Way)

I mean, she knows that the Phantom is the reason why she's had so many chances with her voice, but it's hard to overlook the fact that he murders and threatens people. She knows it's dangerous. But she's also sure that if the Phantom is around, she will not be able to marry Raoul.



Am I to risk my life to win the chance to live?
Can I betray the man who once inspired my voice?
Do I become his prey? Do I have any choice?

He kills without a thought! He murders all that's good.
I know I can't refuse and yet, I wish I could, 
oh what, if I agree, what horrors wait for me?
In this... the Phantom's opera.... 
                                             (Twisted Every Way.) 

 Raoul is quiet for a second, and then he goes, "Christine, Christine, don't think that I don't care--but every hope, and every prayer rests on you now."

And that is another thing that bothers people about Raoul, that he actually asks her to help them stop the Phantom. Is his plan risky? Probably. Did he honestly think Christine would be in danger? No! He was going to get all the cops to come and protect her. How was he supposed to know the Phantom had other plans?



After Christine agrees, there's a disastrous rehearsal of Don Juan Triumphant, and she needs a break, so she goes and visits her father's grave.

Little Lotte thought of everything and nothing. 
Her father promised her that he would send her the Angel of Music.....
                                        (Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again)

Right here, she's very vulnerable, she's lost, she's afraid, and this is the moment the Phantom catches her alone. (Like... what a lurker he is. It's kind of funny actually, that he's always like, "And this is when I make my big entrance, Christine won't know what hit her.)

Wandering child, so lost, so helpless, yearning for my guidance....
                                                                   (Wandering Child)

She's not sure what he is, he came to her when she was at her father's grave, when she was asking her father for help, so she still sort of believe that he's the Angel of Music that her father promised to send. The girl is so confused.

 Angel or father? Friend or Phantom, who is it there, staring?

The Phantom has this mesmerizing sense about him, and every time he's around Christine, it's like he's putting her in a trance.

Phantom: Have you forgotten your Angel? 
Christine: Wildly my mind beats against you...!
                                    (Wandering Child)

Enter Raoul, who had come to look for her. He sees the Phantom beckoning her towards him, and he instantly comes to protect her. (Like the hawty that he is, MHMMM.)

Raoul: Once again she is his, once again she returns...
To the arms of her angel! Angel or demon?
Still calls her, luring her back from the grave. 
Angel-- or dark seducer?
Who are you, strange angel? 
                                     (Wandering Child) 

 

Raoul: More tricks, Monsieur? 
Phantom: Let's see Monsieur, how far you dare go!
Raoul: More deception? More violence?
Phantom: That's right, that's right, Monsieur, keep walking this way!
Raoul: You can't win her love by making her your prisoner!
Phantom: I'm here, I'm here, Monsieur, the Angel of Death! 
                                              (Wandering Child/Bravo Monsieur)

Let me explain you a thing:

It is not normal to throw fireballs at people who are trying to stop you from talking to a girl.
It is not normal to call yourself the Angel of Death.
It is not normal to threaten to kill a man just because he calls you out on your bad behavior.

In that scene, when both the guys in her life are fighting, Christine runs to Raoul. NOT THE PHANTOM. She always picks Raoul. Every time there's a choice of siding with Raoul or the Phantom, she chooses Raoul.

And in this part, Raoul has put himself between Christine and the Phantom, to keep her safe, to shield her. The only thing that kept him from confronting the Phantom right there, was Christine, who asks him to stop.

When they leave, the Phantom yells that it's war upon them both, *cue thunder and screaming and earthquakes*, and he disappears in a giant fireball of fury. (Drama queeeeen!)



A little while later, it's the night of the premiere performance of "Don Juan Triumphant", and Raoul and the managers of the opera house have brought the police in. If the Phantom shows up to watch Christine perform his opera, his game is up.

Raoul: For if Miss Daae sings, he is certain to attend!
Andre: We make certain the doors are barred--
Firmin: We make certain the men are there! 
Raoul: We make certain they're armed--
All: The curtain falls... his reign will end!
                                   (We Have All Been Blind) 

Except the the Phantom made plans of his own. He kills the leading man so that he can take his place in the show. (In the scene that he's in, the lead character is wearing this big old giant cloak so no one can see his face.)



He did not need to kill Piangi. He could have just knocked him out, Piangi wasn't a threat to him, the only thing Piangi did wrong was have some trouble with the music.

When Christine realizes it's him on stage with her, he asks her to marry him, by holding out a ring.

Say you'll share with me, one love one lifetime,
lead me, save me, from my solitude. 
Say you want me with you, here, beside you. 
Anywhere you go, let me go too. Christine, that's all I ask of--
                                                 (The Point of No Return)

She takes off his mask, revealing him to the police, and he grabs her and they vanish in a flash of smoke. (He's very theatrical, this Phantom.)

That's cold, Christine


(Incidentally, I find it kind of interesting that when the Phantom tries to ask Christine to be his wife, he uses Raoul's words, like he knows that Raoul did it right, and he wanted to emulate that. Just a thought.)


This is the finale.

The Phantom has brought Christine down to his lair again, she's now wearing a wedding dress, (the same wedding dress that the Phantom had on his life-sized Christine dummy), and he's trying to explain why he is so messed up.

Phantom: This face which earned a mother's fear and loathing.                  
A mask. My first unfeeling scrap of clothing.

aw yiss for the best Christine


Pity comes to late, turn around and face your fate!
An eternity of this before your eyes!


Christine: This haunted face holds no horror for me now. 
It's in your soul that the true distortion lies.
                                    (Down Once More) 


I think that is the most ignored line in the whole musical. Christine isn't afraid of him because he's ugly, it's because there is something broken inside him. He is not stable! He's not a good guy! He's a distraught mad-man, but a villain none-the-less.

Raoul at this point has finally found where the Phantom's been hiding, and he's coming to get Christine out. (A heeeaaart fuuuulll of loooove-- oh wait, wrong musical.)

Since the lair is protected by a portcullis and he's stuck on the outside, things get heated because he's not happy to have this gate blocking his way, when all he wants to do is throttle the Phantom and get Christine out.   



Raoul: Free her! Do what you like, only free her! Have you no pity?
Phantom: Your lover makes a passionate plea.
Raoul: I love her! Does that mean nothing? I love her! Show some compassion!
                                                              (Down Once More)

The Phantom eventually lets him in, after some mocking and laughter, and when Raoul's distracted, puts a noose around his neck, like "You didn't see that coming?? Mwuahaha." (It's a cool magical lasso that hangs by itself, because the Phantom has nothing better to do than to invent things that do what he says.)



Nothing can save you now, except, perhaps, Christine!
 

Start a new life with me-- buy his freedom with your love!
Refuse me and you send your love to his death.
                                                              (Final Lair)

So here, we have Christine, who is at this point an emotional basket case due to the fact that the man she trusted for years, has the guy that she loves literally choking to death. And now she has to chose between living the rest of her life with the Phantom, who's frikken weird, or let Raoul die. Guys. Come on. This is not healthy.



The tears I might have shed for your dark fate,
grow cold... and turn to tears of hate!
                         
 And then! Raoul actually apologizes for putting her in that situation! HE'S DYING AND HE'S SORRY, AND IT'S SO CUTE.

Christine, forgive me. Please forgive me. 
I did it all for you, and all for nothing! 

In fact, the whole time Christine is pleading with the Phantom to led Raoul go, Raoul is still trying to protect her.

Phantom: So, do you end your days with me? Or do you send him to his grave?
Raoul: Why make her lie to you to save me?


Whenever the Phantom starts moving towards Raoul, Christine always steps between them, like, "Nooooope. Nope nope nope. Just baaack it up."



Phantom: His life is now the prize which you must earn. 
Christine: Angel of Music, who deserved this? Why do you curse mercy?

Raoul actually tells Christine to say no. He knows the Phantom is going to kill him if she doesn't agree to marry him, and he still tells her to say no. So if you don't believe he was willing to die to set her free, you're wrong.

Raoul: For pity's sake, Christine, say no!
Don't throw you life away for my sake!
I fought so hard to free you... 

Phantom: You've passed the point of no return.

Christine: Angel of Music... you deceived me. 
I gave my mind.... blindly.

Phantom: You. Try. My patience. Make your choice.




There's this breathtaking silence, the turning point of the musical.

Christine: Pitiful creature of darkness... what kind of life have you known?
God, give me courage to show you, you are not alone.

Her choice is made and she's going to stay with the Phantom, because she loves Raoul.



The only reason she agrees to stay with him, is because he will kill Raoul, and she's willing to make that sacrifice, so long as Raoul can live.

It is not because she would rather be with the Phantom, it is not because she doesn't love Raoul, it's because the Phantom of the Opera did not give her a choice. If she'd chosen to say no, he would have killed Raoul, and probably forced her to marry him anyway.

It's very bittersweet, this musical, because there's always this part of you that wishes the Phantom could have a happy ending-- even people like me, who firmly believe that Raoul and Christine are SOUL FREAKING MATES-- wish that something could have happened to give the Phantom a happy ending.

But the Phantom's redeeming moment is right there, because, even though he was twisted, and insane, and violent, he did love Christine, and when she sacrificed her happiness to keep her fiance alive, he loved her too much to make her stay. He loved her too much to hold her against her will.

Giving her up was his redemption.*
*And that's why LND sucks.


So he cuts Raoul down.



You can hear the angry mob coming down to the basement to find the Phantom. He pushed them too far, and he hurt too many people, and they're out for blood. (His blood, particularly.)

Take her, forget me. Forget all of this. 
Leave me alone, forget all you've seen.
Go now! Don't let them find you. 
Take the boat leave me here, go now, don't wait. 
Just take her and go, before it's too late. 
Go now! Go now and leave me! 


Christine gives him back his ring.
Christine, I love you.

He lets Raoul and Christine go, and he can hear them while they're leaving.

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime
Say the word, and I will follow you. 
Share each day with me, each night, each morning. 

After they're gone, he says to himself:

You alone can make my song take flight.
It's over now, the music of the night! 

He sits down in his throne and disappears, and by the time the mob finds his lair, all that's left is his mask.




The end.


So here's the thing, I know I've portrayed the Phantom as the villain in these posts, but I don't want you guys to think I hate him. I don't. I agree that his life was hellish, and it wasn't his fault that he turned out to be a madman. I'll be the first to tell you that the finale kills me, because it's so sad that he is still going to be unhappy. It is sad that his redeeming moment was giving up the only thing that could have made him happy. He is the saddest potato! He really is!

But the fact of the matter is: he was crazy, he was a murderer, and he could not have made Christine a good husband. The fact that he tried to force her to marriage screams bad relationship. There is so much more wrong with the Phantom than just his face!


Let's get one thing straight. Raoul is not a wimp. Raoul was brave, and strong, and everything he did was motivated to protect Christine. Just because he didn't string up and murder people who got in the way of his romance doesn't make him a wimp. He was ready to die for her, to keep her safe. He is not a fop, he is not a loser. He's one of the most underrated characters on stage, because everyone sees only the charismatic and sympathetic side of the Phantom, they never acknowledge what Raoul does for Christine. They jump on the "he's a pathetic Vicomte" aspect of the fandom, and never give him a chance. 


I'm not saying the Phantom is evil, I'm saying he was someone who's hard life had pushed him to insanity.

I'm saying that if it was any of you, you would have all chosen Raoul.




Anyway,  sorry this is so long, I had way too much to say.

By the way, am I the only one who's irritated that the only high quality gifs of POTO on Broadway are of the 25th Anniversary Performance? There are other freaking productions! Better casts than Sierra, and Ramin! Come on! (Also, if I could, I would have used all Original Broadway Cast pictures, because that cast is the best. It was gold.)

Comment what you thoughts! Let me know!
Who do you ship? ( I will not spear you if you still ship PhantomxChristine)
Are you fonder of Raoul now? (please say yes.)





Wednesday, November 4, 2015

In Defense of Raoul || Part one || AVM Blog Party

I'm linking up with The Very Musical Blog Party.

(You can find the rules here.)

And this one is technically Day Three's challenge: Chose a Character to Defend/Discuss.


I'm going to defend Raoul, and discuss the Phantom, because I break rules.

And here I go!



People are always saying that Raoul was boring and wimpy and controlling. They say that the            
Phantom was just misunderstood and sad, and Christine should have chosen him over Raoul.            


WRONG! Raoul was cool!



Let's take a look at it, shall we?

Phantom VS. Raoul*

*Using the musical as reference, and not the movie. And excluding Love Never Dies, because Love Never Dies is not canon, and it sucked. (Also, I don't refer to the Phantom as Erik, because in the musical, we never find out his name, mkay?)

The Phantom and Raoul are polar opposites.

The Phantom was controlling, manipulative, and guys... he murdered people. Lots of people! #warningsign

Raoul, by contrast, was steady and encouraging, and just all 'round, nicer.


Christine is in her early twenties in the musical. Raoul can't be that much older than her, because they were best friends as kids. The Phantom is like thirty-five.Warning bells right there, ladies and gentlemen..

Okay, so Christine's dad told her that when died, he would send the Angel of Music to her.  He passed away when Christine was about ten years old, and Madame Giry took her in at the Opera House. This is when the Phantom first encountered her, and became obsessed with her voice.



By creepily lurking in her walls, he found out about about this "angel of music", and thought "Aha! Idea!" and decided to become Christine's angel. Talk about about sneaking up on someone when they're vulnerable! She was so young, and she'd just lost her father, and he used her emotional state to his advantage. (I don't think he meant to, it just happened. BUT STILL.)

Sure, he taught her to sing, but he did it from the inside of a wall, and she never even saw him until after she sang Think of Me, and he takes her  to his underground lair. (By the way, the entrance to his underground lair is behind the mirror in her dressing room. Uh oh! Stranger danger, stranger danger!)



It never really says in the musical how long the Phantom and Christine knew each other, I'm guessing it was a while, since he got her to trust him. He hid in the opera house, he was the Opera Ghost. He spied on her, he basically brainwashed her into believing that he was the angel of music that her father had promised to send her when he got to heaven. That sounds like the healthy foundation on which good relationships are formed! Not.

There you go. That is the Phantom and Christine's backstory.


Raoul and Christine were childhood friends, they met before her father died, and from the lyrics of Little Lotte, they were really close. He obviously knew her well enough, that he was able to use the nickname Little Lotte.  He apparently liked her way back then too, because he ran into the cold, cold water to rescue the scarf that her dad got her. (Rawr, Mr. Vicomte sir, such bravery.)


Adorable!



When they were reunited after Christine's fist solo performance, it's plain to see that the spark that was between them when they were kids was still there. They reminisce about having picnics in the attic, and telling each other stories, and he makes her happy.

Then Raoul wants to take her for dinner, and the only reason Christine says no is because she is afraid that the "Angel of Music" would get angry.

And that is their backstory. It seems a lot healthier, doesn't it? Doesn't it!? (Everybody say it with me now: YEAAAAH.)


Right, so let's compare and contrast the Phantom and Raoul. (Mwuahaha, I love doing that.)


The Phantom is creepy! Besides the fact that he totally stalks Christine, he's just overall kind of insane. He's sympathetically insane but he's still soooooo bonkers. I mean like worthy-to-be-locked-up-in-an-asylum-for-years bonkers.

I'm sure he did love Christine. I won't argue that. But the kind of love he had for her seemed to be more the kind you'd have for property. He acted like he owned her, and he wanted her to serve him. (Probably because he never learned or understood what love was... which is really depressing, when you think about it....) But still, the way he talks to Christine is alarming.


You have come here, for one purpose, and one alone:
Since the moment I first heard you sing, 
I have needed you with me. 
To serve me, 
to sing, for my music.... 
                        (Music of the Night)



He scared her. The first clue to this was when Raoul wants to take her out for dinner.

Raoul: And now, we go to supper.
Christine: No, Raoul, the Angel of Music is very strict.
Raoul:  Well I shan't keep you up late! You must change, 
and I must get my hat. Two minutes-- Little Lotte.
And after he leaves to get his hat, she says to herself: Things have changed, Raoul.

It's not that she didn't want to go to dinner with him, it's that she was afraid to make this so called "Angel of Music" have a spazz attack.



It's only after the Phantom feels threatened by Raoul that he shows himself to Christine. He pretty much pulls her down into his lair, and you can tell that she's a bit nervous to go down alone with him. She's kind of pulling back the whole journey, but he's like "No no no, come! I have candy! And music!"

Sing once again with me, our strange duet.
My power over you, grows stronger yet. 
And though you turn from me to glance behind. 
The Phantom of the Opera is there, inside your mind.
                                           (Title Song.)
 
Mmm. "my power over you grows stronger yet," and "the Phantom of the Opera is there inside your mind," seem like maybe she's not going into his lair with her full faculties about her. Hypnotism!



And then he's like "Oh rad, I have the best idea. I'll show her the life sized doll I made to look just like her. She'll love that. And oh yeah, I'll put the doll in a wedding dress, that will really make Christine's night."

He had the doll in a wedding dress. Guys. GUYS. Weird, guys!



Okay so then after she faints, she wakes up, still in his lair, and she's confused and hazy on the details of how she got down there, because whenever she and the Phantom are alone, he kind of puts her in a trance. All she remembers is that there was a boat, and a man, and the man was wearing a mask.


She sees the Phantom across the room, and in a moment of curiosity, takes off his mask.

*cue thunder and screaming and earthquakes* (not really, but close)

He flips out on her, and curses her to hell, because she saw his face and that's not okay with him.

You little prying pandora!
You little demon! Is this what you wanted to see?
Curse you! You little lying Delilah! You little viper!
Now you cannot ever be free!
                                                       (I Remember There Was Mist/Stranger Than You Dreamt it)

Then he gets really quiet and starts singing to her about what it's like to be him.

Fear can turn to love, you'll learn to see, 
to find the man behind the monster.

It is so sad how messed up he is.  


The Phantom calms down when she hands him back his mask and returns Christine to the theater.... like he switches from Evil!Phantom to Calm!Phantom, like some sort of undrugged Jekyll and Hyde.


Meanwhile, Raoul can't find Christine, and he's worried that something happened to her, because she ditched him and clean forgot about their dinner date, and he heard a man's voice in her dressing room. On top of that he gets this weird note from someone he doesn't know.

Do not fear for Miss Daae, 
the Angel of Music has her under his wing.
Make no attempt to see her again. 
                                                                                               (Notes)

Needless to say he's not happy about that. And then Madame Giry brings another message from Opera Ghost, which is addressed to pretty much everyone in charge.

Christine Daae has returned to you, and I am anxious her career should progress. 
In the new production of "Il Muto," you will therefore cast Carlotta as the pageboy. 
And put Miss Daae in the role of Countess.
                                                                                                      (Notes.)

Raoul think this note is arrogant and frightening since this so-called Opera Ghost is ordering Christine to sing the lead, and he's threatening disastrous consequences if she doesn't.

Raoul was new at the Opera House, so I don't think he realized how serious the Phantom was, he just thought he was a crazy person, who had a fixation on Christine. So to keep Christine out of harm's way, and to stand up to  this Opera Ghost, he decides to keep Christine in the chorus.

Christine spoke of an Angel.
Is this her Angel of Music? Angel or madman?
Orders, warnings, lunatic demands!
Surely, for her sake, I must see these demands are rejected.
                                                       (Prima Donna)
 

Everything Raoul does is to protect Christine.



The managers of the Opera Populaire decide to leave Carlotta as the lead, making the Phantom do nasty things: Carlotta's voice going all wonky, and Buquet getting hung. (The Phantom literally killed Buquet because he had been talking about his face. He's like, "No, my face, you can't talk about it. Keep it secret... keep it safe.)

After Buquet's body falls onto the stage, the first thing Raoul does is find Christine to get her safe.

Raoul: Christine, come with me--
Christine: No, to the roof! We'll be safe there.
                                                                (Poor Fool, He Makes Me Laugh)

Christine's terrified, and takes Raoul to the roof because that's as far away from the basement-- AKA the Phantom's lair-- as she can get.

And right there on the roof Christine has a meltdown.

"Don't take me back there, he'll kill me!
His eyes will find me there, those eyes that burn...
And if he has to kill a thousand men,
The Phantom of the Opera will kill and kill again!
Who is this man? Who hunts to kill?
I can't escape from him, I never will...
                                (Why Have You Brought Me Here)


Honestly, he probably thought she was a little crazy, I mean, she's going off about the Phantom of the Opera being inside her mind....

And in this labyrinth, where night is blind, 
the Phantom of the Opera is there, inside my mind!
                                              (Why Have You Brought Me Here.)

Raoul calms her down, he's very gentle, he's very kind.


And then he hears the Phantom whisper Christine's name too, and I think that's when he realizes that the Phantom of Opera is real. I don't think he believed that he was a ghost, but he realized that the someone terrorizing the opera house was very real.

But at that moment, he doesn't really care, because Christine is crying, and he wants to make her feel safe.

Every single thing that Raoul says is the opposite of what the phantom says. Okay, so for example, "Music of the Night" is the Phantom's love song, and "All I Ask of You" is Raoul's, right? So think about the difference in what they say to Christine. (I won't do the whole songs, just bits and pieces.)

Music of the Night                                                                    All I Ask of You

Nighttime sharpens, heightens each sensation                                       No more talk of darkness
Darkness stirs, and wakes imagination                                               Forget these wide eyed fears

Turn your face away from the garish light of day                                    Let me be your shelter,  
Turn your thoughts away from cold,                                                                 Let me be you light
     unfeeling light.                                                                                  You're safe, no one will find you

Let your soul take you where you want to be                                         Let me be your freedom
Only then, can you belong to me.                                                        Let daylight dry your tears
                                                                                                          I'm here, with you, beside you
                                                                                                          To guard you, and to guide you.

It doesn't seem weird to anyone else that the Phantom always says things like, 'You belong to me," and "serve me"?

Whenever Christine talks about the Phantom, there's always a part of the song where she says that he scares her, or she's afraid.

Every. Time.

When Christine accepts Raoul's proposal, she's not holding back, she's not even a little bit afraid, she's excited and happy, and you can tell how much she wants to get away from the darkness that is in the Phantom.

All I want is freedom, 
a world with no more night.
And you, always beside me
to hold me, and to hide me.
                         (All I Ask of You.)  

 

Guess who was creepin' on them the whole time they were having a moment? *cue thunder and screaming and earthquakes* Oh yeah, it was the Phantom. I'm not going to say it wasn't sad that he found out that way that she didn't love him. I mean, the way he says I gave you my music, is like he gave her everything and she betrayed him.


She's the one person he opened up to and she basically went "NOPE!" That is so sad. And that, ladies and gentlemen is what makes him human, and relatable, but it's also the turning point for him. I'm pretty sure that denial and betrayal was what sent him into a tail spin.

I gave you my music, made your song take wing....
And now, how you've repaid me: denied me and betrayed me!
He was bound to love you, when he heard you sing...
Christine.... Christine.... 
                        (All I Ask of You Reprise)

That's sad. I mean, that is really sad. But then again, the Phantom doesn't love Christine so much as he loves her voice. "He was bound to love you when he heard you sing." Yeah, her voice is lovely, but Raoul loves her for more than that, whereas the Phantom loves her voice and her music. Christine is more than just vocal chords, mkay?
Our poor abandoned Phantom promptly throws caution to the wind, and goes on a full-on Rage Rampage. 

You will curse the day you did not do
ALL THAT THE PHANTOM ASKED OF YOU!
                                            (All I Ask of You Reprise)
 
He literally throws a tantrum and destroys the giant chandelier that lights up the stage of the opera house. He's a freaking child!



*Thunder and screaming and earthquakes*


INTERMISSION!
*Phantom overture plays*


And that's where I'm going to break, because it seems like a good place to break.
I'll post the second part tonight or tomorrow.

What did you think so far?
Am I winning you over?

Cheers!